It’s amazing! Isn’t it just so? Every year as I grow older and more frail I imagine at least I’m a bit wiser and perhaps a but smarter, but it’s not that easy. I still get into a lot of trouble for just being myself and letting my heart lead the way as I follow its deepest emotional conflicts with everyone I love and care for. I take one step forward and seems at the end I’m another step behind, just because I am more passionate and less logical. I should learn to put a damper on some of my feelings and I know for a fact that I’ll stay out of trouble if I FALL FOR IT LESS than the last time. I’m never sure whether and when I’ll get all those emotional conflicts under control, be it toward loved ones or even short acquaintances. Well, may be, I’ll get there next year, when I’m a year older after one more birthday annual!
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True that, more I live more fears I can carry with myself. But trying to understand that where that fear comes from, helps me a lot to overcome the situation. For me fear of getting hurt or being jugged is a main block to express my thoughts ans sometimes feelings. Anyhoo,you just shared your feelings very simple and nice.way to go...
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oh great thought
It’s amazing! Isn’t it just so? Every year as I grow older and more frail I imagine at least I’m a bit wiser and perhaps a but smarter, but it’s not that easy. I still get into a lot of trouble for just being myself and letting my heart lead the way as I follow its deepest emotional conflicts with everyone I love and care for. I take one step forward and seems at the end I’m another step behind, just because I am more passionate and less logical. I should learn to put a damper on some of my feelings and I know for a fact that I’ll stay out of trouble if I FALL FOR IT LESS than the last time. I’m never sure whether and when I’ll get all those emotional conflicts under control, be it toward loved ones or even short acquaintances. Well, may be, I’ll get there next year, when I’m a year older after one more birthday annual!
Two words came to my mind while I was reading your post..."Innocence-lost"
Am I the only one here? You know, in almost 5 days, it'll be a month since you blogged! Check mine, I've got a bunch of new INTERESTING ONEs comming up (2 new ones so far!) See ya :)
No. It is not sad. It all depends on your passed days.
You should write more often. The subjects you ponder over are interesting.
True that, more I live more fears I can carry with myself. But trying to understand that where that fear comes from, helps me a lot to overcome the situation. For me fear of getting hurt or being jugged is a main block to express my thoughts ans sometimes feelings.
Anyhoo,you just shared your feelings very simple and nice.way to go...
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